Playlist — July 2017

July is about getting shit together. Lists on lists on lists, going back to therapy, filling out forms, etc. etc. I expect next month will be more of the same with the addition of my family’s covert Farewell Tour where they each kidnap me for their goodbye activity whatever that may be.

This post is hard to write because I am also simultaneously listening to the second part of The Adventure Zone finale and losing my mind. More on that later, probably. For now: the weather July.

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Playlist — June 2017

June took all of two seconds. Between getting affairs in order for university (Single room! No roommate! All my first choice classes! Shakespeare! On! Film!) and the void of everyone else working while I have nothing much to do (that is, other than watching Nothing Much To Do again), I feel like this month has barely even been an entire week.

The worst part of summer is by far only beginning—that’s right, picnics and fireworks and all things in the hot outdoors. Pride was certainly the beginning of that, and I don’t think I’ll ever truly get over the feeling of guilt over not going to the parade. I just really hate crowds and sweating a lot. Also I faint easily. I always have. It sucks. Whatever.

New releases wise, Bleacher’s second album kicked my ass, which I love, and Lorde’s second album failed to reach me, which I deeply despise. I’m making an effort to listen to more kickass female musicians, starting here with Mitski, Alvvays, and Daddy Issues, whose three songs on here I absolutely lose my mind to every time I even think about them. I’m also rediscovering artists in the vein of Candypants and The Dollyrots, which are equally kickass and just the kind of energetic music I really need right now.

Here’s to July being worse. Who knows what I’ll do in August in the DC humidity. Die, probably. Stay inside as often as possible, definitely. I do still have to read all those books.

(This month I also made a account, which I think will probably show a very differently monthly listening habit than these more curated playlists, so check that out here.)

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Playlist — May 2017

A lot of things are having their lasts, and a lot are having their firsts.

In two days I have my last Garage Music News meeting, where I’ve been writing for the past two years. Being there has made me a better writer, a better friend, a better listener and collaborator and worker and person. There I’ve made friends like I’ve never imagined, people who inspire me every minute and help me grow and change.

Yesterday I came out to my family. I start my new life with a new name I thought long and hard about that feels more like me than anything ever has. It’s both nerve-wracking and relieving to not have to worry about who I’m being when, and I don’t know what life like this will be but I hope it’s just as good.

Now if you’ll excuse me, I bought seven books the other day and have to read them all before I move.

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Playlist — April 2017

April is the cruelest month, although not so much this year. Here I started really getting in a rut musically, because really, who needs anything more than Sufjan Stevens, Car Seat Headrest, Simon & Garfunkel, and The Mountain Goats?

Well, it turns out, I do, and the next month’s playlist is an attempt to rectify that. But for now, I accidentally put “Butchie’s Tune” in two different months.

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Playlist — March 2017

March was a very dance-y month. That was largely on purpose, both because it was the first month I did “live” so to speak on an account that people followed and watched this playlist being curated, and also because March is always hard for me. I don’t know why, but it’s the only “season” that affects my disorder(s). Not technically SAD, because it’s more a constant worsened than a suddenly appearing and disappearing depression, but hard nonetheless. Hence: music for dancing.


  1. “Dance Yrself Clean” by LCD Soundsystem
  2. “Romance Is Boring” by Los Campesinos!
  3. “The Good Life” by Weezer
  4. “When I Needed You” by Carly Rae Jepsen
  5. “Dreams” by The Cranberries
  6. “One More Hour” by Sleater-Kinney
  7. “Rugged Country” by Japanese Breakfast
  8. “Semi-Charmed Life” by Third Eye Blind
  9. “(It’s a) Departure” by The Long Winters
  10. “Touches You” by MIKA
  11. “Fifteen Minutes” by Mike Krol
  12. “Shame” by Bad Bad Hats
  13. “Closer” by Tegan and Sara
  14. “Oblivion” by Grimes
  15. “I Think I Need A New Heart” by The Magnetic Fields
  16. “Secrets” by Deep Sea Diver
  17. “Take A Chance On Me” by ABBA
  18. “Am I a Girl? Am I a Boy? Do I Really Care?” by In Love With A Ghost
  19. “I Want a Pony” by Candypants
  20. “Photobooth” by Death Cab for Cutie
  21. “Hurt” by Johnny Cash
  22. “Peer Gynt-Suite Nr. 1, Op. 46: III. Anitras dans (Anitra’s Dance)” by Edvard Grieg
  23. “Carnival of the Animals: Aquarium” by Camille Saint-Saëns
  24. “Casin” by glue70
  25. “Everyone Is Gay” by A Great Big World
  26. “When Did Your Heart Go Missing?” by Rooney
  27. “The Shining” by Badly Drawn Boy
  28. “Leave a Tender Moment Alone” by Billy Joel
  29. “Lose You” by Pete Yorn
  30. “A Whiter Shade Of Pale” by Procolo Harum
  31. “No Surprises” by Radiohead

Cover art is “Ghost V” by Nichael Johansson.

Playlist — February 2017

This being a leap year made February a little more and less bearable—less in that it meant one more day to suffer through, more in that I didn’t have to limit myself as much on sheer song count here.

This playlist is devoid of love songs (aside from “Lovesong” itself, but that’s meant to be ironic) on purpose, although it does happen to contain one of the most romantic songs known to man, “John My Beloved” by Sufjan Stevens. It also has “Tubthumping” but that’s because of this hysterical video.

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